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My names Nessie, I'm 22 and I have an amazing fiance, Jay and a wonderful baby boy, Tyler, who arrived into the world on 10th July! I also have another son, Skabu (known as L'il Skabu) who would have been 5 now but he passed away. R.I.P. my special baby <3
I sell things online. It's great because I can make money, be my own boss and I get to decide when to work and when not to! Hehe. I sell many things but mainly jewellery and clothes at the moment.
Me, Jay and Tyler are soon going to start looking for our own place.
Life is really good and it's amazing how much things can change. I still get down sometimes because of my past and shit but I have a lot to be thankful for.
I'm also having a book published. It's called 'Violent fists and angry voices.' It's a book about my life and it's written in the form of a diary. It won't be published for a pretty long time though because I have to get solicitors stuff out the way first. Can't bugger up that case :S
Take care peoples!
Love Nessie xxxxxx
A mummy, a girlfriend, a daughter <3
by SkAbUs SuNsHiNe 2
Age: 22  Sex: F

238 Entries
# Entry Date
1 I love my son!!!! 07/09/2008 23:53 GMT
2 The strangers 07/09/2008 00:54 GMT
3 You are my world, you are my soul ♥ 07/09/2008 00:07 GMT
4 Cruel >:( 06/09/2008 13:16 GMT
5 The noodle house 05/09/2008 14:22 GMT
6 Stressed out! 27/08/2008 23:01 GMT
7 Jealousy 27/08/2008 16:42 GMT
8 I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!! I REACHED MY GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!! 26/08/2008 21:32 GMT
9 Smothered with kisses! 18/08/2008 16:23 GMT
10 HOW COULD YOU, YOU EVIL BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:( 13/08/2008 23:46 GMT
11 Tyler's new haircut (pic!) 12/08/2008 18:29 GMT
12 SNAAAAAAAAAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 06/08/2008 23:55 GMT
13 Pro plus = MIRACLE PILLS!!!!!! 05/08/2008 16:32 GMT
14 Because everything I do is wrong :*( 31/07/2008 20:29 GMT
15 UK size 6 = US size 2! :D 31/07/2008 00:39 GMT
16 Look what my cheeky Tyler did!!!! 24/07/2008 00:56 GMT
17 Happy 15th birthday Matt!!! 23/07/2008 16:37 GMT
18 A video of Tyler!!!!!! :D 19/07/2008 20:38 GMT
19 Toni's back!!! 17/07/2008 17:31 GMT
20 Monkey cake 14/07/2008 14:54 GMT
21 TYLER'S 1ST BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 13/07/2008 20:08 GMT
22 I'm a lobster. Lol 12/07/2008 20:11 GMT
23 LINKIN PARK f***IN ROCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 12/07/2008 15:13 GMT
24 f***ed up entry from a f***ed up person 12/07/2008 14:35 GMT
25 N*E*R*D* AND JAY Z!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 06/07/2008 16:57 GMT
26 PROJEKT REVOLUTION GIG AT MILTON KEYNES!!!!!! 05/07/2008 20:21 GMT
27 Spinning... 03/07/2008 16:01 GMT
28 My best friend is dead *cries hard* 28/06/2008 16:22 GMT
29 Clothes shopping in Rochester 27/06/2008 19:04 GMT
30 Tyler went to hospital but he's ok now 27/06/2008 00:15 GMT
31 6 DAYS TILL I SEE LINKIN PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 23/06/2008 19:32 GMT
32 Just like his mummy! :D 20/06/2008 17:54 GMT
33 I got searched by the police! 17/06/2008 18:10 GMT
34 TYLER TOOK HIS FIRST STEPS!!!!!!!! 13/06/2008 18:36 GMT
35 I GOT MY JAY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 06/06/2008 19:36 GMT
36 Why can't you just love me again??? :*( 29/05/2008 17:13 GMT
37 He doesn't love me anymore :*( 29/05/2008 00:30 GMT
38 R.I.P Crumpet :*( 26/05/2008 18:34 GMT
39 What do you do when your man don't respect you? 20/05/2008 01:06 GMT
40 Beatings, stabbings and car crashes 17/05/2008 15:38 GMT
41 IT WAS WORTH IT!!!!!! 15/05/2008 19:01 GMT
42 TYLER'S GOT HIS FIRST TOOTH!!!!!!! 15/05/2008 00:15 GMT
43 The only person who was proud of me is ME 03/05/2008 17:54 GMT
44 Buy cool stuff at www.cafepress.com/nessie8181 02/05/2008 01:04 GMT
45 Business is expanding!!! 30/04/2008 02:13 GMT
46 R.I.P Auntie Julie ♥ 23/04/2008 00:24 GMT
47 Tylers results!!! 17/04/2008 00:30 GMT
48 Two hearts together as one ♥ 16/04/2008 13:30 GMT
49 I'M GONNA SEE LINKIN PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10/04/2008 01:33 GMT
50 I wuv you! :D 06/04/2008 18:06 GMT
51 My nan went into a coma :*( 05/04/2008 17:51 GMT
52 Dreaming about killing you! 04/04/2008 01:16 GMT
53 Paranoia 01/04/2008 20:02 GMT
54 Maybe some people aren't meant to feel special 21/03/2008 18:37 GMT
55 Do you not see how selfish you're being!?!? 17/03/2008 01:30 GMT
56 This will f***in freak you out!!! 09/03/2008 22:37 GMT
57 My little boy's growing up! 09/03/2008 03:53 GMT
58 NO MORE SHRINK APPOINTMENTS!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! 29/02/2008 10:50 GMT
59 TYLER SAID MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 27/02/2008 16:54 GMT
60 Myalgic encephalomyelitis 26/02/2008 01:33 GMT
61 My wonderful, amazing, sweet, gorgeous fiance! <3 21/02/2008 20:12 GMT
62 And we're what you would call soulmates ♥ 13/02/2008 22:20 GMT
63 I broke the bitches nose!!! 08/02/2008 00:09 GMT
64 I took a test and I'M NOT PREGNANT!!!!!! 30/01/2008 19:09 GMT
65 f***ed up psycho f***in pyro-maniacs!!!!!!! 29/01/2008 04:29 GMT
66 If I'm pregnant I AM KEEPING THIS BABY 28/01/2008 00:33 GMT
67 TYLER SAID HIS FIRST WORD!!!!!!!! 22/01/2008 04:09 GMT
68 ME AND JAY ARE BACK TOGETHER!!!!! :D 22/01/2008 02:33 GMT
69 My soul died the day you left :*( 20/01/2008 04:06 GMT
70 I wish he loved me enough to let me go to Ireland 19/01/2008 21:36 GMT
71 Drama! 17/01/2008 19:36 GMT
72 I might be pregnant :S And I'm now single :*( 17/01/2008 18:52 GMT
73 Mum's are great! :) 10/01/2008 13:41 GMT
74 I need help :*( 10/01/2008 03:07 GMT
75 I'll be 22 tomorrow!!! :D 05/01/2008 22:28 GMT
76 Arguments and making up 04/01/2008 04:27 GMT
77 Self-destruct 02/01/2008 04:50 GMT
78 5 days till my birthday!!! 01/01/2008 22:46 GMT
79 I HATE what you have done to me >:( 30/12/2007 22:03 GMT
80 My guinea pig has breast cancer :*( 30/12/2007 03:22 GMT
81 Mavis and Stan's party! 22/12/2007 23:39 GMT
82 My Nan's gone in a care home :( 20/12/2007 22:17 GMT
83 Happy birthday Chris! 18/12/2007 03:15 GMT
84 So many signs, I ignored them ALL 18/12/2007 02:13 GMT
85 My son keeps me sober. He keeps me alive ♥ 17/12/2007 03:30 GMT
86 We could have a death sentence because of you >:( 15/12/2007 20:53 GMT
87 I miss you Bart ♥ 12/12/2007 16:04 GMT
88 It wasn't my fault 11/12/2007 21:30 GMT
89 I'll make myself perfect so you never cheat again 10/12/2007 21:36 GMT
90 Together again ♥ My soulmate & me ♥ 02/12/2007 02:42 GMT
91 WHY DID JAY HAVE TO RUIN EVERYTHING!?!?!? 30/11/2007 02:41 GMT
92 It's over but I still love him :*( 29/11/2007 21:31 GMT
93 I'm the luckiest mummy ever :) 27/11/2007 22:53 GMT
94 Everyone makes mistakes 25/11/2007 18:32 GMT
95 I'm worried about Tyler 23/11/2007 00:57 GMT
96 We stole peanuts from Akon!! 22/11/2007 04:18 GMT
97 I wish I didn't love you anymore 20/11/2007 04:25 GMT
98 He promised he'd never hurt me. Promises are lies 20/11/2007 03:05 GMT
99 Me, Tyler and the cats 15/11/2007 01:41 GMT
100 I'm getting worse again 14/11/2007 22:13 GMT
101 Your words smashed my heart 12/11/2007 03:06 GMT
102 You're bloody obsessed with me! 10/11/2007 05:02 GMT
103 Rest in peace Luigi and Bart ♥ ♥ 10/11/2007 04:32 GMT
104 Tyler the smiler :D 25/10/2007 04:04 GMT
105 Gang fights 25/10/2007 02:06 GMT
106 Get well soon Jay! 25/10/2007 00:24 GMT
107 I hate my computer *right now* 11/10/2007 15:22 GMT
108 Showered with broken glass 04/10/2007 04:35 GMT
109 THE THATCHED COTTAGE!!!!! 04/10/2007 02:35 GMT
110 I am losing all hope 18/09/2007 19:05 GMT
111 I've lost 29lbs in 2 months! 13/09/2007 01:44 GMT
112 I'll never do that again 04/09/2007 01:35 GMT
113 Those smiles make me so happy! :D 03/09/2007 02:36 GMT
114 Tyler's day out! 29/08/2007 01:35 GMT
115 Being a mummy! :D 25/08/2007 05:02 GMT
116 Baby blues 15/08/2007 02:52 GMT
117 ♥ I love my little Tyler to pieces ♥ 07/08/2007 20:57 GMT
118 The day I met my precious son ♥ 26/07/2007 03:07 GMT
119 Not a proper entry but... PICS OF TYLER!!!!!!! 15/07/2007 02:28 GMT
120 ALMOST TIME TO MEET MY BABY SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 09/07/2007 02:02 GMT
121 ONLY ONE WEEK TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 04/07/2007 06:29 GMT
122 Just so glad Tyler's okay!!!!!!! 29/06/2007 06:59 GMT
123 Too perfect for words ♥ 29/06/2007 05:43 GMT
124 I GOT THE DATE FOR MY C-SECTION!!!!!!!!! 23/06/2007 05:22 GMT
125 R.I.P. my special little Bammy ♥ 17/06/2007 05:57 GMT
126 GOOD LUCK NICK! MAKE US PROUD! 07/06/2007 05:40 GMT
127 YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD! 07/06/2007 00:57 GMT
128 You can not own the air!!! >:( 01/06/2007 05:14 GMT
129 TYLER'S GONNA BE DELIVERED IN 6 WEEKS TIME!!!!!!!! 24/05/2007 04:02 GMT
130 And you're not who you used to be 23/05/2007 19:15 GMT
131 I will never be powerless to you again! 14/05/2007 06:49 GMT
132 I love you, don't ever doubt that ♥ 04/05/2007 03:16 GMT
133 We are strong, we'll make it through holding hands 23/04/2007 04:40 GMT
134 This is not goodbye 17/04/2007 17:14 GMT
135 A big scare 12/04/2007 04:46 GMT
136 I'm gonna be ok :) 07/04/2007 04:08 GMT
137 So numb, so tired, so dead 05/04/2007 02:31 GMT
138 Slit my wrists and watch my pain bleed away 04/04/2007 07:17 GMT
139 When I'm with you, life is perfect ♥ ♥ 28/03/2007 05:08 GMT
140 He saves me and makes everything better ♥ 23/03/2007 02:59 GMT
141 OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M HAVING A BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 18/03/2007 06:41 GMT
142 It's like having a broken rib 05/03/2007 23:44 GMT
143 f*** THE POLICE. THEY ARE f***IN sh*t 28/02/2007 03:17 GMT
144 The key to success is abstinence 23/02/2007 21:49 GMT
145 You take my breath away, I love u more each day <3 18/02/2007 04:18 GMT
146 Dead (I should be) 13/02/2007 01:56 GMT
147 Social f***in phobia 09/02/2007 04:22 GMT
148 SCAN PICTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUR BABY!!!!!!!!!!!! 03/02/2007 02:24 GMT
149 Bart had an operation AND HE'S OK!!!!!!! :D 27/01/2007 04:00 GMT
150 WE HEARD OUR BABY'S HEARTBEAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 21/01/2007 05:18 GMT
151 And I've gone. Completely. Insane. 16/01/2007 04:56 GMT
152 Of one world, of one blood 10/01/2007 02:52 GMT
153 Happy 21st birthday to meeeeee!!!!!!! (tomorrow!) 05/01/2007 01:48 GMT
154 3 months pregnant!!!!! Happy new year!!! 01/01/2007 03:11 GMT
155 I love Jay more than Paris Hilton loves shopping!! 29/12/2006 03:01 GMT
156 Possessed animals and drunk trees! 27/12/2006 02:12 GMT
157 Nessie is being naughty to Winnie the pooh!!! 22/12/2006 03:30 GMT
158 Cheeky Thumper :P 16/12/2006 15:44 GMT
159 Only for a few days hopefully 05/12/2006 01:44 GMT
160 OMG!!!!!!! I SAW ABIGEAL!!!!!!!!!!!!! 02/12/2006 06:19 GMT
161 I wasn't with you when you died. I'm SO sorry :*( 21/11/2006 19:23 GMT
162 Excuse me while I break down and cry :*( 20/11/2006 19:04 GMT
163 I'm gonna protect you forever little one ♥ 19/11/2006 19:07 GMT
164 I'M SO HAPPY I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 15/11/2006 04:32 GMT
165 So f***in ill. I hurt all over 10/11/2006 19:11 GMT
166 Evil psychopath that tortured and killed Jews 07/11/2006 16:16 GMT
167 Animals reunited 06/11/2006 19:06 GMT
168 He's my world, my anything, my everything ♥ 05/11/2006 15:19 GMT
169 2 deaths in one day :*( I MISS YOU BOTH 04/11/2006 22:50 GMT
170 I need to have an operation... 29/10/2006 23:21 GMT
171 True love baby! 23/10/2006 00:25 GMT
172 Cirque de celebrite 19/10/2006 01:59 GMT
173 Beyond f***in amazing!!!!!!!!!! 17/10/2006 14:57 GMT
174 Up in Warwick, scary Salem and loooooobes! 15/10/2006 06:11 GMT
175 The most amazing days of my life!!!!! 14/10/2006 03:32 GMT
176 I love you to the stars and back again ♥ 25/09/2006 21:34 GMT
177 You and me, always and forever ♥ 21/09/2006 20:54 GMT
178 You hate me being happy, don't you? 18/09/2006 00:17 GMT
179 You are the reason that I smile ♥ 13/09/2006 22:10 GMT
180 His little legend :) 10/09/2006 02:10 GMT
181 R.I.P Steve Irwin. Respect to you xXx 05/09/2006 06:26 GMT
182 You're a time-waster. You don't help at all 02/09/2006 01:40 GMT
183 Will I really be alright in the end? 29/08/2006 01:40 GMT
184 MY BOOK IS FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 24/08/2006 21:25 GMT
185 Simon got told!!! 21/08/2006 00:24 GMT
186 22 PAGES TILL I'M DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 16/08/2006 17:47 GMT
187 451 down, 41 to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 12/08/2006 20:51 GMT
188 He don't quite realise who I am 08/08/2006 23:28 GMT
189 Forever in our hearts and minds ♥ 04/08/2006 23:15 GMT
190 Petrol bombs! Kaboom!! 31/07/2006 22:51 GMT
191 LEAVE THOSE KIDS ALONE YOU f***IN BULLY!!! 27/07/2006 23:29 GMT
192 New stock! Playboy jewellery! £££! 23/07/2006 23:57 GMT
193 You're beautiful, ya hear me? BEAUTIFUL!! 19/07/2006 23:35 GMT
194 Drunk and acting crazy! 15/07/2006 23:20 GMT
195 Premonition came true today!! :D Made me happy! 11/07/2006 23:35 GMT
196 Thinking of those affected by 7/7 07/07/2006 20:38 GMT
197 We're out 03/07/2006 23:01 GMT
198 Aww Robin. I miss you Robin 30/06/2006 00:25 GMT
199 And the last laugh goes to... Me!! Woo!! *cheers!* 26/06/2006 01:10 GMT
200 Scottish relatives! 22/06/2006 02:07 GMT
201 I should have killed myself when i had the chance 17/06/2006 23:03 GMT
202 There is no hope left. I'm already dead 13/06/2006 23:46 GMT
203 Fights, hurt fist, accusations... f***in drama 11/06/2006 04:01 GMT
204 Exciting, fun-filled weekend!!!! 06/06/2006 00:45 GMT
205 Since you never gave a damn in the first place 01/06/2006 00:33 GMT
206 Tried and tested 28/05/2006 23:53 GMT
207 My discovery 25/05/2006 03:13 GMT
208 This is so f***in cool man!!!! 20/05/2006 21:10 GMT
209 The last word 16/05/2006 19:48 GMT
210 Seeya! Wouldn't wanna be ya! 16/05/2006 02:07 GMT
211 Boyfriends arent supposed to make you cry :*( 09/05/2006 01:38 GMT
212 Surprise!!! 05/05/2006 03:23 GMT
213 Why did you have to tell me that!? 01/05/2006 03:18 GMT
214 Our perfect, romantic, breath-taking kiss ♥ 28/04/2006 03:23 GMT
215 Boyfriend, Celebs, fittin into kids clothes!!! :D 23/04/2006 19:58 GMT
216 Judging poetry comps with my best friend! 20/04/2006 03:07 GMT
217 You never got your happy ending :*( 16/04/2006 00:18 GMT
218 Been working on my book loads! 11/04/2006 05:06 GMT
219 Bird flu's here. This is scary 08/04/2006 00:36 GMT
220 People i know, places i go 05/04/2006 04:32 GMT
221 I can work on my book again NEXT WEEK!!! :D 30/03/2006 20:43 GMT
222 Hurry up!! Heal now!! So i can have wine!!!! 29/03/2006 03:28 GMT
223 Psychic stuff 26/03/2006 00:15 GMT
224 Burn Chatham to the ground! 23/03/2006 04:04 GMT
225 I'm blonde baby!! 22/03/2006 02:11 GMT
226 R.I.P Mr Jingles ♥ 19/03/2006 03:38 GMT
227 Scum like you 17/03/2006 02:34 GMT
228 Getting another Gerbil!!! Yay!!! :D 14/03/2006 01:42 GMT
229 Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone 12/03/2006 02:34 GMT
230 Hahahaha!! She can't do f*** all!! Ave it!!!! :D 08/03/2006 00:31 GMT
231 Mum was rushed to hospital. We were all so scared 01/03/2006 04:44 GMT
232 I can feel... fear 24/02/2006 23:38 GMT
233 I got my top lip pierced!!!! :D 22/02/2006 23:52 GMT
234 Shopping and getting hammered 21/02/2006 01:00 GMT
235 Caite is so yesterday! 17/02/2006 00:32 GMT
236 Suicide has me by the hand 14/02/2006 23:08 GMT
237 Heavy thoughts sift through dust AND THE LIES 14/02/2006 05:24 GMT
238 For f***s sake if this diary f***s up i give up 12/02/2006 22:35 GMT

 
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